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It has been a long month... Tiring month... I am just too tired... Need a break, need a vacation... It would be nice to go somewhere alone and chill... My mind need a break... I seriously don't know what to write here right now... My brain cells are not working... Will update again next time..

Oh... I am back?

Been unable to online for the past whole week~ why? forgot to pay my bill~ that's why~ haha~

Alright, I finished my exam for Term 4 last Friday... Went out with my friends after that, I did pretty much fun things with my friends this holidays~

On Monday, I went fishing with Joshua, Nicholas, Alex and two of Joshua's friends, Jack and Kit... It was kinda dried fishing trip with only 1 patin and 2 roohoos (with 5 person fishing and 6 fishing hours, 3 fishes are damn little...) The biggest disappointment was when Joshua's friend, Kit lost a big patin, around 4-5kg which only inches away from us...6 men stunned for 1 minute and I sat on the ground looking at the big fish that swim away... I still feel Emo whenever I think of it... Anyways, the bright side, at least I got 2 roohoos and Joshua got one patin~

(Oppsss... was playing Sudoku just now... totally forgotten bout I'm blogging... haha~ ok back to my blog~)

Then the next day, Tuesday, I went to Genting Highland with Yenwei, Celes, Yew, Henry, Kahwai, Sam, Geralyn, Celine~ We meet Celine's brother and his friend there~ And we have steamboat for dinner in the hotel room~ haha! Then Celine's brother, Arthur introduced us this game called The Wolves~ Pretty fun game~ And I believed everyone enjoy the game especially the wolves girlssss~ Hahahahah~

Then Wednesday, Nothing much as we came back from Genting highland and have a good rest~
Well then Thursday, same group of people went down to Melacca to visit the town full of good foodsssss~ Two cars one destination~ haha~ Meet up with Charlie and Lisa there~ Then we went for photo shooting with all those pros camerasssssss (I think I gonna get one soon...) We eat a lot for the whole day, Pork Satayssss, Cendol, Rojak, Some desserts at Arena and Also SATAY CELUP! We head back around 10.30pm~

Well thats all for my first week of holiday~ Will update more often if I got time~

The Greatness Guide

I been reading this book recently, a gift from Mr.Patrick. Even I just started to read for the first few pages, I felt that this book inspired me... Its makes me think more mature and I realize a lot of things that never come across my mind... hopefully this book will make me a better person.. better leader for now and in future...

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Different topic...

I been really tired recently... not physically but mentally... being a leader is not easy... to convince people is even harder... to make ur team mate think as how you think is double the hardness...
Well, I admitted that I not a good leader but I trying my best... Most of them think that they have their personal problem and choose not to give a damn to things like project/assignment tht they should be worried about... And when you ask them to something, they will just do it for the sake of doing it without thinking much deeply on the benefits of everyone else in the team...
The sentence I quote from the book I read the best way to be success is to make your employees think like a leader... but to make them thinks is not that easy... They have their own mind and I am just a leader by the name... afterall we are all still students... Whatever I said will be something like microorganism that nobody will even bother to care of... Maybe for them it just an assignment to make them pass their degree... but for me, it not just to pass my degree, it time for me, for us to practice to be a better person in future...
That's the problem the people have, they think for short distance and never care much afterall...
I am not saying they are selfish because sometime we have to be selfish depending on what situation we have... I'm selfish too... What I saying is they need to be more understanding and put some efforts to makes things work out for everyone...

Exam is half way finishing and everyday what I heard was people telling each others how hard they study but nothing got into their mind and whatever it is... but the fact is they do know... Most of my friends look at me and ask, 'hey why u so free one like u are not worried bout the exam'. I will always tell them there is nothing for me to worry about, I had studied what I think I should and why must I worried even sometime I dun even think that I know the answer for the questions ask in the exam paper.
They will always replied me 'ohh... sure la... u so smart ma... can memorize easily within short time'.
Well my friends, I am not smart, I just understand what I read and analyze better... In fact all of you are better than me, Yes... you are... I am not sure smart/genius type of person... I just understand what I studied and use them. So STOP memorizing START understanding and analizing!
If you want to know why you can't understand the sentences, it is because you assume things before you even finish the whole sentences. Focus and read carefully, find the key words, then come out with the main point.

Here is another things that turns me off all the times... people that always assume things as they think but in fact thats not true at all... Yes, it's good that you express your feeling the way you want it but can you think of what others might feel and think? Especially you are commmenting about something bad about people or things... What people will feel when they over heard what you said? You definitely feel that you did nothing wrong by expressing ur feeling but how bout others if they did nothing wrong and got bad comment just because you assume things in your ways?
Dear my little friends, please think from their point of view... please understand the whole thing before you even make the judgement. Afterall, who are you to judge them if you are not better than them? And even if you are better than them, still do you think you know everything and able to judge a person?
Think again... Always thinks before you speak!
I felt really bad today because I felt offenced by sentences written to me... Seriously, I am the worm in your brain that know everything... I am not the person that write the future of everyone... I do not know what in your mind and how I suppose to know what happen... I just transfered a msg to you and you assume that I ruin your plan? Read the sentence I wrote to you carefully, its not me the one who invite him... He never come accross my mind until somebody remind me of it and I just so happen to ask you bout him...
Please, I hate it so much...


It's been really long time ago that I ever wrote such a long entry... There are a lot in my brain/heart that I want them to gone but I just can't do it... I think I should stop here... Goodbye readers... Sorry for not updating... hope you enjoy reading this entry~ oh ya, remember to drop a comment if you feel like what I felt~

I wanna watch Toy Story 3 !

It's TOY STORY!!!!!!!!!!!!! One of my all time favourite Disney's movie!!!!!!! And this time Nuffnang is giving out 50 pairs of movie tickets to first 50 Nuffnangers who blog bout Toy Story 3!!! For more detail click here~

So what's toy/toys I wan to see in the movie? Definitely all the toys!!! New toys, old toys and All time favourite Woody and Buzz!!!!!

Well, if I have to pick 1 toy that I would want to see in ToyStory 3, I will pick CHUNK!!! The muscular spikey huge little toy~ haha!

Even with all the spikes and muscles.. He looks really cute! Especially with his smilling face~ owh... Oh god... I sound so girlish~ But I just love it!

Here some description on Chunk;
Chunk will rock your world! This gargantuan creature sports protective shoulder spikes, while his ferocious fists are ready to smash whatever enemy gets in his way. Chunk’s oversized limbs are fully poseable, making him ready for hours of imaginative fun. As an added bonus, the press of a hidden head spike will spin Chunk's facial expression from friendly to fierce! No batteries necessary.

The description make my cute Chunk sound very fierce~ :( What we need to do is don't press the spikes, he dun like it that's why he turn into fierce face~ Yeah spikey Chunk!!!

I have to admit that I sound very childish in this post~ what to do~ I grow up with ToyStory~ YEAH!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH IT!!!

The Sign ~

Hello my readers!!!!! Do you all notice that I love to use this ' ~ ' sign no matter wat my sentence are? No yes no yes? Yes, I do agree that I use a lot of this sign~ See there go the sign again~ and again~ and.... too much again~

Why am I posting up this is because someone just asked me and it came accross my mind and I realize that I have been using this sign for quite sometime~ Since 2008? I guess so... Can't remember when but I think thats was the time I start using it~ I start using in SMS before I use it in Facebook or MSN~

Why I use this sign? Mainly because I feel this sign looks more soft in the sentence~ normal fullstop looks very formal in certain case which I choose to replace it with '~' watever this sign called~

Besides that, I also wan to create some special recognisation from other people toward me, especially those around me so that they can recognise me by looking at the symbol/sign in the SMS in case I send msg tru somebody else phone and forgot to address myself~ so with that symbols people will roughly guess who am i~

Apart from those 2 reasons, I think there is one more reason which I not even sure if it is one of the reason... anyways, just keep it away~

Alrite that conclude why I use '~' this symbol in my sentence all the time~

My 20th Birthday!!!

3 days back was my birthday... so I am officially 20 years old! Celebrated my birthday with the four soulsuckers, Yew, Lisa and Charlie at The Ship damansara~ It was really fun that night~ What I felt the best was they succesfully surprise me this year by bringing me the cake 2 hours before my birthday pass... Thank you to you all for the effort, I am really surprise and love it!

Then I went to Republic the next day to have some fun with more friends! Surprisingly, I still standing even with the Flaming Lambo and shot of Absinthe and quite a lot of black label~ LOLx~

Then the next day I went down to KL to meet up my mum and she baught me a present! Guess what it is? A wallet!!!


My mum said:'This is your present for the past 10 years.' Haha!


My name sealed inside the wallet~ C.C.Tor... Sound like I am so girlish... but that's my name and I love it~
Thanks for such an expensive gift, Mum!

I will upload the pictures at The Ship and Republic soon after I got the picas! Oh ya! I just created a food blog~ Visit --->>> http://whenkiddocooks.blogspot.com

My 2 years Diploma

Alrite guys, my final exam left only 2 days to go... Then I will be officially finish my Diploma~ I can't believe I passed my 2 years Diploma just like that... Things changed a lot in this 2 years... Myself and people around me... Let's recall some of the memories~

Term 1


Mervyn!! Do u remember this? hahaha!!!
It so happen that Mervyn was my first pastry partner~ haha! And tht the first creation!! Butter cake tht does not looks like a butter cake... haha!


Then the 1rst May came and we form a college family~ haha! Everyone looks totally different now beside Sam I think~


Then the first time we celebrated Sam's birthday~ He invited us to his house for his birthday~


Went to Hi5 bread Factory with DH30~ Yeah!


Celebrated Celes's birthday before we off for our term break~

Term 2


Won a Merit Award in Moral assignment which is to act in a drama... With college family~


Pastry class with Chef Tan~ I miss this guy a lot~ great chef with wide knowledge~


Went for steamboat with some of the group 6~ Grace is hungry...


College on Fire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Went to Redang for a holiday trip with Group5~ Trip where I get to know a lot of new people which I dun even realise they are in the same course as mine~ haha!
I get to know girl with flying hair, girl with funny laugh, girl who are slow of getting the meaning and a lot of funny and fun people~ haha!

Term 3


Organized a Charity Carnival with G4,5,6


Learned about wine tasting~


Celebrated Amy's birthday~


Helped in Taylor's open day~

Term 4


Went fishing for the first time... and caught few fishes~ haha!!


Organize a forum with G4,5,6 and Celebrated Sam's birthday~


Organized a welcoming dinner for DH33~


Celebrated my birthday~


Celebrated Ms.Jasmine birthday~


Celebrated Yen Wei's Birthday which she cried in the kitchen~ poor girl but she is happy!!!

Term5


Went Elcerdo for dinner with crazy bunch of people! haha!


Created my first Cocktail!!!


Went to Melacca with the batangs~


Organised a food promo with G4,5,6~


Baught a gay tie with Sam!!! Muahahaha!!!


Celebrated Celine's birthday!!!

Finally... Term 6


Crash my car~


Went Melacca again~


Celebrated Esther's birthday~


Celebrated CNY in Kahwai's house~


Went for Char Kuew Tiao at TTDI with group4~


Caught the most fishes with my own bait~ haha!!!


Went to Sherpedo~ Had the finest Kilkenny fresh from the tap!!!

There are a lot more which I can't post it up as tht will take me days to finish it~ haha!


Well Term6 still not end yet~ but few more days to go~ We will having lots of fun still~ I will always remember those time during Diploma~ haha! I love DH30 Group 4,5,6!!!!!!!!!!! We always the best group togetheR!!!!!!

Here I wish everyone in DH30 Group 4,5,6 All the best in whatever you all do in future... We will come across again somehow in the future(Those who not continue-ing they degree)... And those who continue-ing their degree... *Need to see the same faces again... jz joking* Let's fight for what we wish for~